to deveintart from a artist no a person

In my on words and unable to keep this form saying There is something i have to say

Something that has been a battle for me for a long time but i cant ignore​ it any more

In a words of a artist no as a person but not of colors or pictures but of truth a image we face and is a real struggle we all face as a person

Not all are the same but all are equal but all are different in there own way but we are all people​

As for me this Truth of what i feel and suffer I've been diagnosed with chronic depression

Im not asking for anything im not asking for attention  i just needed to come clean i don't Wont to hide and pretend any more

I know A lot of people use this to get a reaction on others it my be truth of what they say or maybe not you never know

that's why i never bother to say anything about this

But i don't care any more call me a lier call me a  attention hore i don't care if i get any comments or favs i just wanted to be true to all of you but  most of all to my self

I don't need to tell you a sappy sad story or a long paragraph about how i found out about my depression or why i have it
The only reason is as i said before​  and so you can see i am a person just because i get a lot of comments of of that many people say my art is the best or i should work for sega as they say

Which are kind a nice words i hear a lot of people say to my of my work ( with im thankful for that )

But im only a person like you and even if i was a celebrity i still wont think any less of any one

But even though I struggle with this depression I am fighting it it's not been easy for me to get up in to motivate myself

cuz honestly self-motivation is usually never enough that's because of those people who I care about or around me my girlfriend and my two closest friends and others that I know they're trying help me in this battle

for there are times where one alone cannot battle not even their own demons
Which is why there is such thing as friends and family they are there to help you is for you to also help them when they struggle

but together and help each other I'm still learning about this or I never really had anyone that did this for me when I was young

Anyways as I was saying fighting this depression is not easy but I have a lot of projects I have to finish and request not many people understand what I'm going through nor do I even know that they even care all I know is I have a job to do to complete these tasks

I explained in My last journal that had a malware problem in my recent Journal the news is the problem is not fixed exactly but instead of using Chrome I am now using Firefox because my Chrome does not work anymore

I believe the virus has infected it so Firefox is my only solution to use as my web browser this isn't easy for me only because of my eyesight and for me being a newcomer to it is very difficult

It's is almost the same thing when you put a a puppy in the middle of street he has never been to he's been to it a different street but not this one that's what I mean the situation im in

I'm getting used to it but I miss Chrome

This is all I have to say for now thank you for understanding but then again if you wish to believe me you may but if not that is your decision

thank you and have a nice day